AA’s OF THE WISE
November 12, 2017
32nd
Sunday in Ordinary Time
Readings:
First reading (Wisdom
6:12-16)
Responsorial Psalm
(Psalm 63:2-8)
Second reading (1
Thessalonians 4:13-18)
Gospel (Matthew 25:1-13)
While
they went off to buy it, the bridegroom came...
During
my semestral break, I admit to not being
very faithful to my formation. I was not able to attend and serve at mass every
day and I contributed in making a mess out of our common bedroom at home. It
was only after losing my wallet that I started cleaning up. Then it struck me:
Why did I have to wait for my wallet to disappear, before deciding to finally
clean up my mess at home. If that situation were to be blown up to my seminary
formation, would I have waited for something drastically negative to happen
before making a move, before finally deciding to take things more seriously?
In
the gospel reading for this Sunday (according to St. Matthew), Jesus tells the
parable of the ten virgins who waited for the bridegroom in the night. Five
virgins were wise to bring more oil than normally for the wait. Five virgins
were foolish to have prepared only what they thought was enough for the wait.
But that bridegroom came at a later time than expected. The wise virgins had
enough oil to light their lamps through the night, while the foolish virgins went
to have their lamps refilled with oil by the time the bridegroom came. In the
end, only the wise virgins were allowed into the wedding feast because they
were present upon the arrival of the bridegroom while the foolish ones were
away. What is unique in this parable is the emphasis on the wisdom of the
virgins who prepared for the worst possible thing that can happen. Wisdom has
two manifestations: awareness and anticipation.
Awareness
means being conscious of the motivations behind our actions. When I left for
the semestral break, I was sure that I could carry on with my habits in the
seminary as fruit of formation, yet ended up being less of a seminarian at
home. I was not faithful in nourishing my my spiritual needs. I was being too
complacent. I was behaving without being really aware of the reason for going
home for the semestral break. I was supposed to carry on with my formation at
home, yet the opposite happened. Awareness means being awake and alert so that
we may not fall into complacency and idleness.
Anticipation
means planning ahead of the situation. The wise virgins anticipated the delay
in the arrival of the bridegroom. They did not know the actual time of the
bridegroom’s coming, so they prepared more. I failed to anticipate the
temptations that come when being brought outside the structured life of the seminary.
I easily gave in to complacency and dependence on whoever was around. I only
had what I thought I could do, my plan A. and I failed in that. I had no plan B
or C.
These
are the two AA’s of the manifestation of wisdom. Unless we see both in our
lives, we have yet to call ourselves wise. Let us ask the Lord for wisdom with
its two AA (like batteries) to power up our motivations and actions. Let us be
aware of our motivations. Let us anticipate and plan ahead. Let us prepare
ourselves for the truth that hurts, for the pains that hurt and for the
Wisdom
that teaches.
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